4 years.

Wow, I don't even know where to start.

Has it really been four years since we said goodbye to our perfect boy?

As I sit here and reminisce about what I was doing four years ago today, 

I think how did I do it?

As I looked at my sweet baby's face and watched the machine pump his little heart,

I knew, I knew that he was not meant to be here.

It seems that every year I learn something from this experience.

It's weird how that happens.  How could Logan who is not here still teach me so much!

I often dream of him. I dream he is a baby and I get to hold him, I get to kiss him, I get to nurse him
and I get to smell him!

He always smelled so good!

I hate waking up and knowing it was a dream, but am grateful for that dream at the same time!

I know that Logan is around me on many occasions.

I know he hears me when I say his name as I wipe my tears on my bad days!

I do still to this day cry for him once in awhile.
I made this video of his life from birth to surgeries to being home to dying!
 It is therapeutic for me to do this!  I don't know why.
All I know, is I can't wait to raise my baby one day.
enjoy...  :)

I'll be back soon! :)

I have been MIA lately, so many shoots that I have yet to share with you.

I am taking a break from blog post to enjoy the holidays with my family.
but  I would love to share with you what I have been working on as of late.

I am doing these photos for a dance studio here in Saratoga.

Yes,  the little one in the pink is my Kesley!

I will be back soon with a give away and of course more of my past work!  :)

Featured.

Ashley Russell and I are featured on House of Turquoise.

I sent in my photos to Erin of Ashley's amazing presentation of thanksgiving
and she loved them and wanted to share them on her blog!  :)

Check it out  HERE .

Pettinger

I love when families take pictures doing what they love to do!

This family loves to go to this ice cream shop up in midway.

It is super cute inside..  These turned out great!

Here are just a few... :)

Burgon family sneak peek

One of my favorite shoots I have done in a long time!

This family is adorable. ;)
and YES...I love kissing pictures!  

From tonights session

Brown family!  :)

Bartholomew sneak peek!

Um...Hi mom who just gave birth six weeks ago!

Doesn't she look amazing?

Keep in mind this is her 4th child!

Yeah.. in my dreams, but definitely not in my genes!  :(  LOL

Beutler boys!

Very handsome boys!

Ringger

Bare with me, I have an overload amount of pictures to edit and give back to everyone

  I know many of you are dying to see your sneak peek,

I will post one or two of each family for the next few weeks until 

life calms down a little for me!

I have some fun news to share and a give away soon to come your way.

So stay tuned!  :)

Jorgensen preview!

 

Henderson

Another beautiful family...

Yes this is my sister. 

She has the most adorable kids with the most beautiful blue eyes you have ever seen

Oh yeah... and my beefy bro in-law Chris!  Check out his muscles!!  LOL 

I had to say it, I love to tease him! :)

Hope you guys love these!!

Budge

gorgeous Family!!

Thorpe!

 I seriously could be in this family, they are such awesome people!

They are so fun and had me laughing so hard the whole two hours we were shooting!
You might recognize little Sara from a previous shoot.  She is adorable and is so lucky
she has three big brothers to watch over her!

Enjoy!  ;)

These are my faves!!

Heath family mini session!

 So many families....so many mini shoots to post!
Here are a few of the the Heath family! 

Severe mini shoot!

I love these colors they chose to wear!

Sara's 8

Isn't she a cutie?!